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Sunday, February 16, 2003
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Wednesday, February 12, 2003
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cara, ouvindo Dream Theater agora, o disco dois do Six Degrees of Inner Turbulence.

a cada trilha eu lembro de sampa... a ponte dos bandeirantes, os carros, a blockbuster... Lembro até do cheiro, da densidade do ar. Essas músicas são lindas, e sempre vão ter a cara da Av. Iburapuera.

Saudades de minha terra cinza.


Disappear

Why, tell me the reasons why
Try, still I don't understand
Will I ever feel this again
Blue sky, I'll meet you in the end
Free them, free the memories of you
Free me, and rest 'til I'm with you

A day like today
My whole world has been changed
Nothing you say
Will help ease my pain

Turn, I'll turn this slowly round
Burn, burn to feel alive again
She, she'd want me to move on
See me, this place I still belong
Give chase to find more than I have found
And face this time now on my own

Days disappear
And my world keeps changing
I feel you here
And it keeps me sane

So I'm moving on
I'll never forget
As you lay there and watched me
Accepting the end
I knew you were scared
You were strong I was trying
I gave you my hand
I said it's okay letting go time to leave here
And I'll carry on
The best that I can without you here beside me
Let him come and take you home

(James LaBrie)


Sunday, February 09, 2003
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I used to feel awkward
but not anymore
still it stings
bur not as before


degrees of insanity

Maybe I have reached a few degrees beyond my grasp. Living on a constant, revolving chaotic paradox pattern, I am always acting against my own self. I have become my own contradiction.

The worst part is that I don't really care.